have you eaver had to give up the thing you love,

case i think i have to it something i had for ten years and each time i do it its a new felling, i never been able to figer out if it was just a dreem or reall its called hyper , its a nother world were eavry thing is one big on line game, you eanter though your mind but i was thinking is all a dreem but i gave it a year to tell me it was another hyper master telling me that thay know that felling two to tell me that it hurts not to be able to rech the oher side but i know affer affer new years i wont be comething back i just whted to find some one like me.

so is it hard to give up a thing that you love

I'm tired of talking about it.

marine
I had a girlfriend that killed herself, does that count? She was one of the few people that I really thought “got me” and was almost equally entertaining.

While sad and painful, I don't think that counts, because its something that was taken away from you, rather than something you give up.

Two totally different feelings, there.

why

you cant yu reamber her foor the good things just not the bad

I had to face a part of my past I tried to bury this year. Over a decade ago, some nasty uber crap happened. I had grown bitter but I kinda put it in the back of my mind. It still haunted me and messed me up worse than any lyrice to an emo song could describe, lol. Finally, I faced the music and realized that I was scared to resolve this because I never remembered how I was without all that grief. I didn't love it but I was protective of it. What I had to give up was all the guilt. That was the worst part. It almost felt disrespectful to just cast aside something that's been a part of me for so long but I had to.

…Sorry for rambling.