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Kurayami on Oct. 31, 2009

This has already been uploaded on my Deviantart account:
http://dirty-reflection.deviantart.com/

Dear Diary,

Today is my last day before I turn 14…

I'm not really looking forward to getting older; or the birthday hits; or the birthday itself. I haven't woken anyone up yet, BUT I do know that I remember my thirteenth birthday, I'll tell you about it.

It started out fine; I came downstairs and had forgot about all my problems since we were off from school. But apparently it wasn't all that great a day. We had gotten a letter threatening us for foreclosure so we didn't have the money to get any real big presents. I ended up with a video game and a home made strawberry cake.

But it really did suck; no party; no friends; no money and a stressed out family. My mom was sick to so she ended up missing out on it. My dad was really stressed and in a bad mood all day. Even though I appreciated the effort he knew I was kinda dissapointed. I don't really care now since I hate aging but everyone else told me about their great turning 13 parties; and I was jealous obviously.

But reguardless in the end my brother got his face shoved into the cake and we had fun..

Fun, yeah.