000361: Least he can be civil

NPC_Girl on July 8, 2010

Late page is late, late page is bad, late page had to go up before I went to france. so what can one do? Yes page sucks. But no matter what I do it was going to suck. when I hit the £100 I realised I was at a transistion point for the climax. and then I tried to rush it. But then I hated myself. Because I knew it would just read badly in the long run. So I had to choose. Do I do a quick and sloppy page and hurry to the ending and make the ending less satisfying? But on the other hand the art would have been shiney and pretty. Or do I make myself feel guilty, but spend time thinking out a better way to lead up to the climax. I've run it through my head several times. Sloppy story or take more time?
and as i ended up taking more time anyway, I spent more time thinking on it. until satisfied. And then of course I had to find my tablet pen. this was drawn with my lying in many awkward positions on my bed with my tablet. As I can't be assed to dig out my printer, find all the right wires in my jumble of wires. So it's drawn badly because I didn't draw it on paper first. It has no shading because it's hard enough to draw with a giant tablet and a laptop in your lap while your back is complaining of whatever position your sitting in.
On the other hand at least I like the writing. *pout*
And I say art should be sacrificed for good storytelling!
I might make the page look nicer when i come back from france.

in other news I've been sick all this week. So I haven't done any work. Which makes me very frustrated knowing I only have a wee amount of money in my account. But I'm hoping that when I come back off holiday I'll have two cheques waiting for me. One for a good £50, and anouthr for £150. Which should sort me out for next month bills. yay yay. hopefully the money i have in there already wont vanish. but it shouldn't do. fingers crossed. i was more frustrated when I realised you had to transfer money from paypal to ones bank account. You should of seen my face when i saw my bank balance. I was like “where mah moneh!? D8 I know I has some! nice peepols gave it to meeeeh!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!” and then I figured it was something to do with paypal and I was right. so my bank account shouldn't be so empty now. yay ^_^ But I will say if there's any more nice people out there in the world, niceness is very very nice right now ^^()

anyway yeah. See ya'll in two weeks. I'll try to do two updates in a row when i'm back to make up in my lameness of not being able to do it this time. I am lame. I know. But I still say writing beats art! RAWR! It's my story and I don't want to dissapoint people T^T
And I'm gona try and find my pencil in all my junk so I can sketch out my ideas for those wallpapers while away. I was just going to do character wallpapers. But I've had suuuch a better idea on what to do now. Two wallpapers I R owe you. and I'm kind phyched about designing them. Course I'm going to have to clean my desk of all my junk. find a place to put all my junk…. and lets not forget. find a chair. Chairs are important i think. for sitting. *nod nod* anyways.
see you when i'm back home ya'll!