my other reason is well i've been busy making sims with no 3d experice besides the sims i've edited just now, my last narcore a character of mine kicked my ass royally and after all that blood, sweat, and tears and hours working nonstop, i had redo his whole body, the mapping, the editing, everything.
but thanks to whatever gods are out there his top half that is mapped looks good, and i learned a valuble leson, you can't give them layered clothing the out come is horrible.

need i say more.
so sims is the reason nothing has been getting done.
and now i have
3 comics
15 or so stories might be more
1 music video idea
and i'm not even going to count how many sims
and 1 picture
to get done
beyond the computer i have theropy… if you want to say i'm insane, messed up, diseased, or others go ahead i say the same things to myself constantly, kinda like mental massachism it comforts me.
also i have no schedule for the things i do so it's mass chaos over here god i need a system but order makes me uptight so i'll stick with a racing heart and bombardiing anzity.
but that's my reason for not doing shit.