yea i know but i mean ive been throught hsi so many times but its NEVER hurt this much as it does now. why does it hurt so much with her..was it because i was actually in love with her? just cause she isn't like me doesn't me she doesn't have to talk to me, she knew i liked her and she was fine with it, everything changed once she devil talked to her when i was gone for a week. i know you love me, and i love you to, i just don't know if i still do in that way, you know what i mean?
heartbreak is hard, but you DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG so why should you be sad? its their fault for not being lesbian not your fault for being one.
your beautiful,
kind,
loving,
and fun to be with,
weve spent countless days together and i dont remember ever regretting any of them.
i really love you cant you see?
but her sister was fine with me before i mean eversince friday from exams and now...i dono i mean she isn't a demon, not at all, she different from the rest but she devil somehow corrupted her mind to hate me now and GAH!!!! I just can't take it anymore its slowly eating away at me until one day i won't be here...just like in that anime princess mononoki or how ever u spell it..the devil has corrupted her mind and now she only see's one way...i wrote her a song and i recorded it..its really good, peppermint loves it..i still have to show titia it tho
she gave you the evil eye because thats what demons do.
the sister isnt nice cause the apple doesnt fall far from the tree.
Can i be with you love?
just for a little while,
untill you arent jaded anymore?
my moms working this weekend, i'll be at her place next weekend tho like the one after this one. why do u think she gave me the evil eye? and why do u think her sister doesn't smile at me anymore? she devil says she knows how i feel..you know what i say to that? i laugh at that, she doesn't even know half of the pain i feel right now because of what she did...she says she knows this because effjay is moving cause he gt kicked out..thats not bad at all compared to the one you love hateing your guts because of her :@
stick with me jen, you will NEVER EVER EVER lose me no matter what, as proven by our past conflicts. stay at your moms this week, and come over to my moms house, its better than you being alone and i really miss you
yes, exactly, cause i know that around you i can be me, but around them i have to be happy cause i don't wanna be all like "i'm depressed" and shit u know? i don't know what you can do for me..i don't even know what i can do for myself. eversince i lost her it feels like i lost apart of myself
why would there be somethin that i'm not addmitting..i mean yeah i may seem happy around them but i'm really not, i may be smiling on the outside but inside i'm dying.
xxHeartBrokenxx at 10:05AM, Feb. 12, 2007
yea i know but i mean ive been throught hsi so many times but its NEVER hurt this much as it does now. why does it hurt so much with her..was it because i was actually in love with her? just cause she isn't like me doesn't me she doesn't have to talk to me, she knew i liked her and she was fine with it, everything changed once she devil talked to her when i was gone for a week. i know you love me, and i love you to, i just don't know if i still do in that way, you know what i mean?
bioteddy at 10:03AM, Feb. 12, 2007
heartbreak is hard, but you DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG so why should you be sad? its their fault for not being lesbian not your fault for being one. your beautiful, kind, loving, and fun to be with, weve spent countless days together and i dont remember ever regretting any of them. i really love you cant you see?
xxHeartBrokenxx at 9:58AM, Feb. 12, 2007
i'm comfused.so i don't..can't really answer i mean everyday i feel my body slowing down more and more..have you ever had that feeling?
bioteddy at 9:57AM, Feb. 12, 2007
you didnt answer me
xxHeartBrokenxx at 9:56AM, Feb. 12, 2007
but her sister was fine with me before i mean eversince friday from exams and now...i dono i mean she isn't a demon, not at all, she different from the rest but she devil somehow corrupted her mind to hate me now and GAH!!!! I just can't take it anymore its slowly eating away at me until one day i won't be here...just like in that anime princess mononoki or how ever u spell it..the devil has corrupted her mind and now she only see's one way...i wrote her a song and i recorded it..its really good, peppermint loves it..i still have to show titia it tho
bioteddy at 9:52AM, Feb. 12, 2007
she gave you the evil eye because thats what demons do. the sister isnt nice cause the apple doesnt fall far from the tree. Can i be with you love? just for a little while, untill you arent jaded anymore?
xxHeartBrokenxx at 9:49AM, Feb. 12, 2007
my moms working this weekend, i'll be at her place next weekend tho like the one after this one. why do u think she gave me the evil eye? and why do u think her sister doesn't smile at me anymore? she devil says she knows how i feel..you know what i say to that? i laugh at that, she doesn't even know half of the pain i feel right now because of what she did...she says she knows this because effjay is moving cause he gt kicked out..thats not bad at all compared to the one you love hateing your guts because of her :@
bioteddy at 9:46AM, Feb. 12, 2007
stick with me jen, you will NEVER EVER EVER lose me no matter what, as proven by our past conflicts. stay at your moms this week, and come over to my moms house, its better than you being alone and i really miss you
xxHeartBrokenxx at 9:44AM, Feb. 12, 2007
yes, exactly, cause i know that around you i can be me, but around them i have to be happy cause i don't wanna be all like "i'm depressed" and shit u know? i don't know what you can do for me..i don't even know what i can do for myself. eversince i lost her it feels like i lost apart of myself
bioteddy at 9:42AM, Feb. 12, 2007
so your acctually just acting normal with me, but faking it with them? jen please, what can i do for you?
xxHeartBrokenxx at 9:41AM, Feb. 12, 2007
why would there be somethin that i'm not addmitting..i mean yeah i may seem happy around them but i'm really not, i may be smiling on the outside but inside i'm dying.
bioteddy at 9:39AM, Feb. 12, 2007
j rioux says she sees how you seem so sad around me, but youre ALWAYS happy when around titia and nash. thweres something your not admitting are you.
xxHeartBrokenxx at 9:38AM, Feb. 12, 2007
"she devil" happened..eversice she destroyed everything me and her and ive changed even i've notced that i have
bioteddy at 9:35AM, Feb. 12, 2007
aw love, i miss how you used to like being with me, i miss you laughing at the things i say. what happened love?