So… is it only a dream, or is it an omen? Aside from Toshubi's anger managment issues, he suffers from one more mental issue. It's called “survivor syndrome”, but it's more commonly known as “survivor's guilt”. Individuals whom suffer from this type of Post Trumatic Disorder tend to have the following triats… Reduced loyalty to an organization Lowered trust and increased skepticism Feelings of guilt Flashbacks Trouble sleeping, or nightmares Comonly thinking to ones self, “If only I had done this or that differently.” and “Why did I survive?” Toshubi doesn't openly ask these questions, but they are there waiting for him every night in his nightmares.
I love The Character Toshubi, He has a great back story, filled with both hate and fear. We see him evolve from just a simple man, to a spirit of revenge and rage. But at the same time we see his heart come out once and a great while when it comes to protecting Jessica. But soon enough I hope to see Toshubi make his final break through. To let go of hate and chose the path of life? Or to follow his darkness of his heart and harm every one around him? Can't wait to see how it turns out ^.^
OMG YES!
This page turned out really awesome to me, more so then I even expected! You, Toshi, deserve a serious high five for the zoooooombies! Woohoo! It's so dramatic and sad and scaryish it's amazing to look at! n.n
ValavorX:
So poetic. n.n *Thumbs up*
And there I saw him, A figure holding his hatred in a form of a blade, There he stood on top of his own world, a world of pain, death, and guilt. His pose mighty yet low, his body strong but broken. I could only stare at this "Man" His eyes, hollow, they lost all life and joy from them, As I stared at him he was focused on other things not of this world. The heat of the flames slowly bit and snapped at his body. But he still didn't move. Stone had his heart become, unmoving and cold. I had thoughts of reaching for my weapon and slaying this "Man" This "Thing!" but before I could reach for my handle a single tear dropped from his eye. My heart stopped, "What kind of demon sheds a tear?" I asked to my self. But no, this wasn't a tear, it was blood. This "man" Had cryed so much that his tears flowed no more. Only blood ran down his cheeks. It ran all over his body, washed in it He was. I Blinked only once and He was gone. A cold hand of death slid down my spine. I turned around and stood there. It wasn't that such a demon could live in this world that botherd me... It was when I looked at him... I saw... my self...
Unknown- Speaking about the demon mouse Toshubi
Ickus at 11:47AM, Aug. 19, 2008
:)
ValavorX at 8:49PM, Aug. 16, 2008
I love The Character Toshubi, He has a great back story, filled with both hate and fear. We see him evolve from just a simple man, to a spirit of revenge and rage. But at the same time we see his heart come out once and a great while when it comes to protecting Jessica. But soon enough I hope to see Toshubi make his final break through. To let go of hate and chose the path of life? Or to follow his darkness of his heart and harm every one around him? Can't wait to see how it turns out ^.^
Mutation at 6:04PM, Aug. 16, 2008
OMG YES! This page turned out really awesome to me, more so then I even expected! You, Toshi, deserve a serious high five for the zoooooombies! Woohoo! It's so dramatic and sad and scaryish it's amazing to look at! n.n ValavorX: So poetic. n.n *Thumbs up*
magicalmisfits at 9:16AM, Aug. 16, 2008
not a good dream. I like the one with the Cowboy cheerleaders better.
Faithie at 11:39PM, Aug. 15, 2008
Aww...poor guy. At least one of those is still actually alive!
ValavorX at 10:35PM, Aug. 15, 2008
And there I saw him, A figure holding his hatred in a form of a blade, There he stood on top of his own world, a world of pain, death, and guilt. His pose mighty yet low, his body strong but broken. I could only stare at this "Man" His eyes, hollow, they lost all life and joy from them, As I stared at him he was focused on other things not of this world. The heat of the flames slowly bit and snapped at his body. But he still didn't move. Stone had his heart become, unmoving and cold. I had thoughts of reaching for my weapon and slaying this "Man" This "Thing!" but before I could reach for my handle a single tear dropped from his eye. My heart stopped, "What kind of demon sheds a tear?" I asked to my self. But no, this wasn't a tear, it was blood. This "man" Had cryed so much that his tears flowed no more. Only blood ran down his cheeks. It ran all over his body, washed in it He was. I Blinked only once and He was gone. A cold hand of death slid down my spine. I turned around and stood there. It wasn't that such a demon could live in this world that botherd me... It was when I looked at him... I saw... my self... Unknown- Speaking about the demon mouse Toshubi