Gawk Repellant

Amelius on June 29, 2006

Soo so sorry for the super-long wait and for raising much too much concern again. All I can say is the matter with me is more complicated than I've cared to divulge, and I really shouldn't say too much about it. It is not only so much sheer heartbreak but other things that have me so concerned at the moment. I would never end my life but that doesn't mean I was any less serious about feeling that way about it, and it's not just because I got dumped. There's really too much I want to do before I go and I don't intend to bow out early. Just right now, life's not enjoyable anymore and probably won't be for a long time. I'm trying to deal believe me.
I'm sorry to have upset anyone over this really, I shouldn't talk about it because it makes me look like I'm searching for attention and pity. I fear my personal life is overthrowing the comic and I don't like it.