i should really be in bed…but you know what…i could care less…cause i can do it that way….
i'm screwing my life over in ways that i wish i wasnt….back on track choo choo train….

I want to sleep, but I have the worst damn heartburn…oh it hurts…

I've just got BK published through lulu.com

I'll post up my photo and video evidence of that claim later on. :)

I've noticed that the more knowledge you gain, the dumber an old comic looks like. That stuff was written (script form) as early as 2002. Much has changed. However I have no plans to re-do that. I'd just continue to develop the MAG-ISA story arc.

I actually got a trilogy idea in mind:

1) MAG-ISA (my latest comic Im working at now thats so far in the 2nd chapter)
2) PARA SAYO (intended sequel for MAG-ISA. Scripting stage almost done)
3) MAHAL KO (the 3rd part in the trilogy)

Any Filipino here with basic knowledge of Tagalog will know how those 3 words would translate if put together. (Mag-isa para sayo mahal ko) :D

When I say “I can't help you with your problem” I mean it. Stop calling me and whining when I've told you I can't do anything about it! I'm not going to magically be able to fix what is essentially a PEBCAK problem just because you bring it up again!

Ex before last got a hold of me through MySpace and would like to meet up again when she's in Denver next week. Debating if I'm actually going to go or not.

seriously….how hard is it, to not screw up?….everyone else seems to be doing fine….crap….crap…..crap…..bob dole…….

I wish that when I went with people to clubs, when I actually do go, that the people I go with and the people I meet would actually “dance”.

There's some songs that are mandatory to grind to and it seems like it's stupid to dance at a freaking dance club anymore.

There's just a slight possibility that the ones who ‘screw up’ don't respond.

…But I have just responded, so that cancels out my statement.

Why is it when people say ‘school is a safe place’ more and more, I have the tendency to gradually not believe them? Is it because my school can't fund certain things that we need (such as books), and spend it on things that we don't even need? It took half of my school year for the staff to afford a clock to put in the cafeteria.

Plus, they are not supportive of my (less than amazing) accomplishments whatsoever.

I have no school spirit. I never will.

There really needs to be a cutting down of the gay jokes, gay insults, and gay innuendos in the top drawer. It was “cute” with a few people at first, now it's just over used and annoying. Some people just seem too attached to give it up, like it's their “thing”. I'm not gay and I don't “support” gays, but there is a limit even for me.

Someone showed me a picture which is a “dark goddess” in some sort of Internet game and that picture looks goddamned awful, and now I am furious with whoever made this picture, and those who felt they can upload such an abomination. (Not with the one that showed it to me, he did tell me that I might not want to see it…) I am going to write them angry letters. I know it's just a game and that therefore they feel/think/theorize they needn't take it seriously, but this is just too much.

Even if one doesn't feel anything special about any dark goddess that picture is just plain ugly and ridiculous.

There's a certain person in the #DrunkDuck Chat room who keeps on insulting me almost every time I log into there.

At first I just ignored that certain person. But now it's gotten to the point where I'm actually starting to fantasize about him dying a slow, horrible death.

Some of the scenarios goes like this:

1)Being mauled around by a bear for a good hour before the bear finally gets bored, and scats on him for good measure. The jerk is then left alone in the forest to die slowly while being unable to do anything about smelling like bear shit.

2)I somehow get a voodoo doll that's a exact copy of him. Every time he insults me, I jab pins into the eyes and into the back of the head. So then by the end of the night his eyes are bleeding and his brain hurts too much to even type properly.

This is the first time that I ever actually hated some stranger over the net like this. And to tell you the truth, I don't like the fact that I've caught myself fantasizing about such sick scenarios. =(

But damn it, he's such a JERK-ASS that I just can't help myself!!

Oh that's Jesus/anonymousposterchild. Ignore him. He's bitter about everything. He's probably a nice guy in person, but on the net he enjoys playing the arsehole. Meh, get in line is what I say. on the net the people thinking they're some kind of ultra bitter righteous arbiter of everything are more common than flies on poo.

On the net, the reality is that nice people are the rare ones.

Croi Dhubh
There really needs to be a cutting down of the gay jokes, gay insults, and gay innuendos in the top drawer. It was “cute” with a few people at first, now it's just over used and annoying. Some people just seem too attached to give it up, like it's their “thing”. I'm not gay and I don't “support” gays, but there is a limit even for me.

That “insult” has no strength or meaning. I wouldn't concern yourself if I was you, half the “humour” there is people pretending to be homosexual anyway. In fact the attitude seems more one of acceptance of homosexuality rather than overriding negativity towards it.

What irritates me is the racialism. Even if it's all pretend, it's still disturbing and disappointing. And the attitude is more negative over all in this regard.

(I was actually trying to avoid name-dropping… but ah well).

I know that. I usually have a very high tolerance for people acting like arseholes over the net… but he just really takes the cake. You know?

And he has OP power, so that's even worse. He's basically getting away with abusing that position in my personal opinion. Especially when he just banned me…AGAIN.(yes, he has done this before).

I PQ-ed Randal to see about getting me unbanned again… but that's the sort of thing that makes him so hard to ignore.

and on a unrelated note, I'm now depressed…=( I hate it when I get into one of those depression periods. It's hard to motivate myself to work on my comics when I get like that. (curses under her breath).

ozoneocean
What irritates me is the racialism. Even if it's all pretend, it's still disturbing and disappointing. And the attitude is more negative over all in this regard.

yeah it really makes me upset too. it's a shame that people still use the ‘n’ word.
i can't say it makes me feel sick. but as for the gay insults they really are used every other post so its kinda your standard TD speak. ozones' right It has no weight

VENT:
I feel really really lost right now, I just don't know what to do. People at school (teachers, ‘CONNECTIONS officers’) keep continually asking me ‘what do you want to do when you leave school? What do you want to do? Are you going to university? Are you going into full time employment?’ It's like, I don't know! Let me tell you when I'm ready - stop pressurising me! Thing is though, there isn't much time left for me to decide and I really hate deadlines looming over me - hence my dillema. I don't want to sit around and do nothing - I'm not my brother but the thought of going off to a completely new place full of people I don't know terrifies me as I suck at meeting new people.

'sighs'

Oh, and my hamster just reached her second birthday :) but it looks like she may have wet tail :( so I have to decide whether or not I take her to a vet who hates animals and rarely deals with hamsters (especially old ones) or watch her die at home.

Damn. I sound kinda emo.

racism?


It is the result of being genetically manipulated by aliens.

The reptilians and greys have contaminated our DNA, shortening our life spans and making us the most aggressive and violent variant of the human race (which are spread across the universe btw).

Aside from that, they spread lies through our religions, philosophies, and governments. Making us hate each other.

Racism must end.

Racism will only end with the creation of more multi-cultural, multi-racial societies.

There would be conflict at first but once everyone of us looks the same, we will stop with the racism.

I think we'd all end up becoming brown. Though sometimes slightly lighter or a slightly darker skin tone.

http://www.thewatcherfiles.com/exposing_reptilians.htm




awww I think I just made myself look like an idiot. lol!

supermathsbeaver
VENT:
I feel really really lost right now, I just don't know what to do. People at school (teachers, ‘CONNECTIONS officers’) keep continually asking me ‘what do you want to do when you leave school? What do you want to do? Are you going to university? Are you going into full time employment?’

i was continually asked that question in high school….one day i told them my plans were to become a fulltime janitor…..and they left me alone….

i hate it when someone's mad at you…but they wont admit it, but everything they do, says they're mad at you…..it's enough to make you angry at them back….

i need to get to work on both my comic, and a community project i signed up for…

I was going to post a funny video today over what was said in a different thread, but I was stuck recovering my grandparent's computer all day. The damn thing was attacked with so much crap that it had to be wiped clean, reinstalled, and then a ton of protection software scans and repairs afterwards.

Took me all freaking day. Wouldn't be so bad except my own computer randomly resets itself. Fried three harddrives that way. I rebuilt the system completely from scratch because the guys at Best Buy said it was the motherboard shorting it out…this was after five weeks of me ripping their ass for not actually servicing my computer, but charging me for it. I can do the things myself, but it was to be more convenient to have them do it…and afterwards it turned into a matter of principle for them to fix it.

Well, the only thing that is the same on that computer is the ATX tower and two sticks of the ram. The ram was checked and cleared, so it's not that. Well, it started doing it again about three weeks before the academy in September. Reading online about new towers someone was having the same problem with a different brand, in which it would randomly reset because of the power button hookup. So, I'm lead to believe that's the issue.

Thank god I found a good case for $75.99 on NewEgg.com with free three day shipping. I have $35 thus far towards it…

mishi_hime

ozoneocean
What irritates me is the racialism. Even if it's all pretend, it's still disturbing and disappointing. And the attitude is more negative over all in this regard.

yeah it really makes me upset too. it's a shame that people still use the ‘n’ word.
i can't say it makes me feel sick. but as for the gay insults they really are used every other post so its kinda your standard TD speak. ozones' right It has no weight

Oh, I'm not concerned with the weight of it, that wasn't my point. It's the constant pounding of it in every thing they say.

The racial thing is the same way. I don't care if there's an “N” word here or an “H” word there, it's the constant pounding and usage. Like there's nothing else to use or say.

supermathsbeaver
VENT:
I feel really really lost right now, I just don't know what to do. People at school (teachers, ‘CONNECTIONS officers’) keep continually asking me ‘what do you want to do when you leave school? What do you want to do? Are you going to university? Are you going into full time employment?’ It's like, I don't know! Let me tell you when I'm ready - stop pressurising me! Thing is though, there isn't much time left for me to decide and I really hate deadlines looming over me - hence my dillema. I don't want to sit around and do nothing - I'm not my brother but the thought of going off to a completely new place full of people I don't know terrifies me as I suck at meeting new people.

Don't worry about it, I didn't choose what I was going to do for the rest of my life until I was actually filling out enrollment forms.. I was going to do Forensic Science at first, then suddenly changed my mind and chose Animation instead.

So don't worry about it, you don't need to know right now, just enjoy your youth now before it's torn from you like a. . . thing.

stupid apartments…..i'll listen to my music as loudly as i want…..if you have a problem with it….why dont you ask me to turn it down?….instead of calling the cops…..dang it…do you know how much trouble i could get into at work for that?…cock bites….i'd let you know you were annoying me before calling the cops…

Hahah, as a piggy myself,I kind of agree wit you Seventy2. I can understand when it's really, really late (like…2AM late), but as the first thing to be done…no.

When I get those calls, I'll notify the person in the apartment, then contact the reporting party. They usually went back to sleep at that point and now I'm waking them up >:)

Thanks for giving me something to do that early, but come on!

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I HATE THE DAMN VISTA BANNER!!!! It lags up this place like no one's business until it finally plays until the end and then the page loads…DAMN THING!

I'm not sure if I should be mad or pleased.

I just broke up with my ex-fiancee a couple weeks ago. She cheated on me, broke up with me a week later and screwed the guy she cheated on me with a week after that. Then she tried to stay my friend. Now she's finally given up. That makes me happy as hell because now I have the time to really focus on comics and classes.

The big kick in the balls is that just when I'm really ready to get working and I have two new comics, almost ready that I want to begin posting, my scanner decides to die and my computer decides it doesn't want to run photoshop any more because of an upgrade download carrying a virus. And Best Buy won't cover it because they say it was user damage. I didn't damage the damn scanner! It stopped following it's tracking. Now I have to buy a new scanner and reload my photoshop.

I just seem to be one of those guys who gets his foot out of a bucket just to turn around and step on a rake.

Actually, on reflection; I'm more irritated and upset by the computer issues.

Seriously…I don't know if I really want to see Cara on the 13th. She was really bitchy when we broke up, kind of vindictive, and knowing what I do about her, if you know what I mean, she isn't really someone that I want to really be with since our break up.

lba
I'm not sure if I should be mad or pleased.

I just broke up with my ex-fiancee a couple weeks ago. She cheated on me, broke up with me a week later and screwed the guy she cheated on me with a week after that. Then she tried to stay my friend. Now she's finally given up. That makes me happy as hell because now I have the time to really focus on comics and classes.

Dude, you have every right to be pissed off. Be pleased that it's over at the same time because of why you're mad.

The big kick in the balls is that just when I'm really ready to get working and I have two new comics, almost ready that I want to begin posting, my scanner decides to die and my computer decides it doesn't want to run photoshop any more because of an upgrade download carrying a virus. And Best Buy won't cover it because they say it was user damage. I didn't damage the damn scanner! It stopped following it's tracking. Now I have to buy a new scanner and reload my photoshop.

Seriously, forget Best Buy. They're a bunch of freaking teenagers with basic knowledge of computers working behind a counter. They're MORONS at best and retards at worst. Take it to Comp USA. Those guys need to be C++ certified at minimum to work at their tech department.

I just seem to be one of those guys who gets his foot out of a bucket just to turn around and step on a rake.

I have been like that for long stets of time.

Actually, on reflection; I'm more irritated and upset by the computer issues.

Good!

Croi Dhubh
Seriously, forget Best Buy. They're a bunch of freaking teenagers with basic knowledge of computers working behind a counter. They're MORONS at best and retards at worst. Take it to Comp USA. Those guys need to be C++ certified at minimum to work at their tech department.

I wish I could. I live in Nowhere Iowa, Best Buy is all that exists here. They don't exactly have the best of anything in this state.

best buy canada has better trained technicians. But its $$$. lol

I can fix my own computer though. :)

Croi Dhubh
Computers…

Computer techs are like incompetent doctors ^_^
Sometimes they find out what's wrong and fix it, but often they “fix” the wrong thing, or fix the right thing wrongly.
You're usually the best judge of what's wrong with your machine because you're using it all the time.

Damn comps… I'm glad I got my new one when I did! A faulty power system in the old machine caused all SORTS of nasty little things to go wrong. I replaced that a while ago, but its video card, which is only just over a year old, has completely died. It was a good one too, with all sorts of fancy heatsinks and stuff… Lucky I still had an old one lying around.

Works again now, as good as before ^_^
And if I want to play the latest games my new machine is more than capable.

time….
i know my job requires me to be gone often…..but dont complain about not having enough time with me, if you're not making the best out of what time you do have….

correction….if you're not using any of the time you do have….


p.s. stupid email….dont say they're not going to be tolerent if you're not being tolerent

Muslim
Food for Thought!
Can a Good Muslim be a Good American?

Interesting questions for the Muslim Community to discuss & for research on our part also.

Can a good Muslim be a good American? I forwarded that question to a friend who worked in Saudi Arabia for 20 years . The following is his forwarded reply:

Theologically - no. Because his allegiance is to Allah, the moon God of Arabia.

Religiously - no. Because no other religion is accepted by his Allah except Islam
(Quran, 2:256)

Scripturally - no. Because his allegiance is to the five pillars of Islam and the Quran (Koran).

Geographically - no. Because his allegiance is to Mecca, to which he turns in prayer five times a day.

Socially - no. Because his allegiance to Islam forbids him to make friends with Christians or Jews.

Politically - no. Because he must submit to the mullah (spiritual leaders), who teach annihilation of Israel and Destruction of America, the great Satan.

Domestically - no. Because he is instructed to marry four women and beat and scourge his wife when she disobeys him (Quran 4:34 ).

Intellectually - no. Because he cannot accept the American Constitution since it is based on Biblical principles and he believes the Bible to be corrupt.

Philoso phically - no. Because Islam, Muhammad, and the Quran do not allow freedom of religion and expression. Democracy and Islam cannot co-exist. Every Muslim government is either dictatorial or autocratic.

Spiritually - no. Because when we declare “one nation under God,” the Christians God is loving and kind, while Allah is NEVER referred to as heavenly father, nor is he ever called love in The Qurans 99 excellent names.

Therefore after much study and deliberation…. Perhaps we should be very suspicious of ALL MUSLIMS in this country. They obviously cannot be both “good” Muslims and good Americans.

Call it what you wish.. its still the truth. You had better believe it! If you find yourself intellectually in agreement with the above statements, perhaps you will share this with your friends. The more who understand this, the better it will be for our country and our future.

Pass it on Fellow Americans.
The religious war is bigger than we think or understand.

And Barack Hussein Obama, a Muslim, wants to be our President…
We all better PRAY AND vote NO on this one!!

Croi Dhubh
Seriously…I don't know if I really want to see Cara on the 13th. She was really bitchy when we broke up, kind of vindictive, and knowing what I do about her, if you know what I mean, she isn't really someone that I want to really be with since our break up.

Then it sounds like your choice has been made, man. If you'd like, you can hire a couple of teenagers to kick you in the junk a few times and get the equivalent of the same experience. :D

Vent:

How the hell come there's more emails to go thru when I get back from lunch than when I left? What the hell are you guys doing during my lunch hour?!

Stupid headache, left eye problems, and dizzy spells.
I WANNA WORK ON STUFF! XO

SarahN
Stupid headache, left eye problems, and dizzy spells.
I WANNA WORK ON STUFF! XO

That is a sign from outer space. YOU are a starchild. One of 140,000 sent by beings from outer space.

(*jk*)

Kidding aside, thats a sign of too much exposure to a computer screen. I get that too. Because my office job gets boring, I read alot of shit in the internet. And when I sense the trouble, I just get out of the building and breathe fresh air.

Less cars out at night (or early morning). The air is fresh. :)