anonymousposterchild
Try making your own. Once you see what most of the recipes are, it's pretty easy to whip together a healthy alternative.

Yeah I know :) I have stuff for stir fry in my cabinets. What I'd want is the deliciousness without the work (or having to go to the store for all the ingredients I don't have).

Basically though I ate a peanut butter sandwich and didn't feel like chinese food anymore.

Remember that rant a while ago about the fucking useless twats who delivered my stuff to the wrong address? They said it'd be sorted out by the end of last week. Guess what? It isn't! I had to call back today, because they were closed for four days, and they said they'd call back because the Wanker, as I have come to know him, was at lunch. Apparently they have five hour lunch breaks.

Three days. That's how long I have to finish all the work I have. I haven't even managed to start it yet because of those stupid bastards.

kyupol

I own that shirt.

I have 3 long gashes in my left arm from a dumb mistake I made while sculpting. They're not horribly deep but they were bad enough I went to the doctor and got this powder to put on them to help them heal a bit faster. Getting hurt like this isn't really new to me, but when I put the powder on the wounds like the instructions said, they turned blue. I don't know what the deal is, it's not supposed to do that, but I don't think it's an allergic reaction or anything.

It's just starting to bug me because I draw with my left hand and now it takes me longer to do everything since I have to take a break every 10 minutes and my forearm is turning blue.

I think they are using you as a guinea pig for the new BLUE Torgo's Executive Powder

I just found out that the orange highlighter I drew all over myself with, and let other people draw on me with(including my face) is permament! I mean I don't really mind being stuck with the little peace sign on my cheek for a while, but now I have fluorescant signatures on my jeans and my entire right arm is taken up with “FORGET FLAGS…BURN A POLITICIAN.”
*sigh*
Oh and a wall cut me today, on the side of my hand…it really hurts.

I hate when people accuse of of things that are untrue and then so many people believe it that it might as well be true.

I just met a couple of mormon preachers who tried to convert me.

I'm not rude. I just dont tell em to fuck off or ignore them. I just stood there and let these two preachers ramble on about Jesus Christ and Joseph Smith but with more emphasis on how Joseph Smith is such a great prophet. Said in a very lively way and I can tell that these people have absolute conviction in their religion.

After listening to them for 20 mins, I told em Look. While I respect your belief system, I'm not the type of person to convert. I have my own belief system and it isnt limited by a particular name. I politely told em that I do not believe in compartmentalizing myself.

They just gave me a card that has a phone number that I should call so I can get a copy of the book of mormon.

Of course I've read enough of it already and I've long decided to say no. Mormonism isnt really something that makes complete sense to me.

I have a hybrid belief system that has elements of Christianity and New Age stuff in it.

kyupol
Things.

Why did you wait so long? You could've told them that straight away and you would've wasted less time.

Custard Trout

kyupol
Things.

Why did you wait so long? You could've told them that straight away and you would've wasted less time.

I wouldnt mind a nice conversation. Mormons seem like a friendly bunch. Though I'm a little suspicious of their “love bombing” tactic. You know, acting all friendly and smiling and all in order to entice the potential target to convert to their religion.


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In other news, I feel a little honored and nervous when I learned that somebody with a high degree of education is actually reading through MAG-ISA and liking it.

Honored in a sense that at least I feel my work has some intellectual value in it.

Nervous because I still might screw up technical details and make myself look stupid.

curses….i wanted to be the 1000th poster for this thread…but i didnt pay attention…and now i'm 1002nd….and it's all because


recently i've been wondering if i have anxiety or paranoia….if a worry get's in my head…it snowballs…it gets there and then i think of well what if it's this?…or a combination?…then my imagination hauls of and creates nearly this entire other world of what ifs? ….and even as i tell myself that i dont even know if the first worry is correct, i've got this whole other world that daunts me…and makes it worse….. if i go directly to a doctor and ask if i do, i could lose my specific job…. there's another guy that's been trying to fight the system, cause he has it mildly, but he asked a doctor and they took him off the job a year ago….anyways this is about me….what makes it worse, is that the few times i'm right about the little worry…seems to completely justify the entire creation of my imagination everytime…..i fight it with everything….but it's a losing battle, and it makes time go by slower, because i think about it constantly….and i think 4 days have gone by, when it's really been like 2…..

this is partly why i enjoy creating my comics….during the time i'm drawing i have no worries….i have no thoughts other than the comic itself..“how is this panel going to work out…it'd be pretty funny if someone said it in real life….ha!!”

mind control.

Sure sounds like the craziest conspiracy I ever heard

Wtf. So this whole world is mind-controlled through mass programming, satellites in the air, the chemtrails, the vaccinations, the contaminants in the food and drink… etc. etc. etc.

And here is the craziest part: there are people who are mind controlled from the earliest stages of conception.

Insane. Truely something I consider “batshit insane”.

But then again I wonder. About my own observations of people in society.


Why do I sense something fishy going on? Long before I got into this whole “conspiracy” bandwagon.

The negativity. The coldness. As if there is a negative aura around.

As if everyone has been mind controlled.


Well… this world is sure insane. :(

ranting again today.

man I feel spaced out. like I'm totally disconnected I dunno.


Must be the mind control wearing off. lol!

Ok. moving along now.

I've been wanting to do this for a while xD Here goes…

My comic has yet to get into the top 100s, even in “comicbook/story” which is my ultimate dream. Is it because I have a sprite comic?

The anonymous feature bugs me. I've seen plenty of people use it just to bash other comics (it only happened to me once, but it still hurts to see a friend's comic flammed).

I'm starting to worry about me having a social life, because I basically have none. Everyday, right after school, I come straight home and usually stay home the rest of the night. And as I freshmen in high school, I should probably see my friends on the weekends once in a while. Is it bad that I've never had a girlfriend or went to the mall without my parents? Or am I just being stupid? :o

I wish life was like an anime! Well, without the whole, “overly-powerful bad guys that make you spit up a cup of blood if you get hurt,” thing. And it might suck if I wasn't the main character or even a co-star, because I'd probably be made utterly weak and annoying.

Meh, that's about all I can come up with…

I can't make myself sleep. I'm an insomniac. I wanted to lay down to sleep like…8 hours ago. Graaaaaaah.

Seelinkrun11
I've been wanting to do this for a while xD Here goes…

My comic has yet to get into the top 100s, even in “comicbook/story” which is my ultimate dream. Is it because I have a sprite comic?

There is this hatred of sprite comics around. Its called sprite-ism. Its connected with this crazy group of wackos called the DCS. (Drawn Comic Supremacy)

I've yet to get to the top 100s too. And sure as hell I wont because I'd never get featured because I have a history of people either being inflamed or massively disagreeing to what I wanna say.

The anonymous feature bugs me. I've seen plenty of people use it just to bash other comics (it only happened to me once, but it still hurts to see a friend's comic flammed).

They do it for fear of “retaliation” from you or the fans of your comic.

I'm starting to worry about me having a social life, because I basically have none. Everyday, right after school, I come straight home and usually stay home the rest of the night. And as I freshmen in high school, I should probably see my friends on the weekends once in a while. Is it bad that I've never had a girlfriend or went to the mall without my parents? Or am I just being stupid? :o

You are not alone. I used to have the same problems though. I have difficulty speaking and was uber shy. But after educating myself on the true nature of reality and practicing meditation, there. problem solved. Even at the office. If I talk, I just for some reason get everyone to listen to what I have to say.

Though I must say my ability to speak is still at its infancy. I still suck at conveying my ideas into words.

This society is becoming increasingly compartmentalized.

Do not worry about having girlfriends. Its an utter waste of time. Though I understand where youre coming from. Its an experience that you are so curious to find out what it is about. And at the same time, it is something that has been constantly parroted which is annoying.

If you have no girlfriend, you're a loser, right?

I say what a load of bullshit.

I wish life was like an anime! Well, without the whole, “overly-powerful bad guys that make you spit up a cup of blood if you get hurt,” thing. And it might suck if I wasn't the main character or even a co-star, because I'd probably be made utterly weak and annoying.

Meh, that's about all I can come up with…

I understand the desire for escapism.

Been there too. But you know what, the most supreme level of “escaping” this ugly reality is through meditation and prayer.

Theres plenty of Time for girlfriends. Who knows, maybe the right quality person isn't in your school? For now, excersise your creativity and have fun. But find a balance. Don't stay in and be a hermit, but also, don't ignore your artistic side. Balance is sometimes difficult, but necessary. It will all work out, don't worry.
I have been a comic artist for over 20 years. In the beginning, I stayed in all the time and drew. Although it paid off with my art, my social life suffered because of it. But like I said, It will all work out, just like it did for me. :-)

I've been diagnosed with sleeping disorder. I can sleep fine during the day. but at night? forget about it…

It sucks :(

Puff_Of_Smoke
I've been diagnosed with sleeping disorder. I can sleep fine during the day. but at night? forget about it…

It sucks :(

So… you're a vampire?

Noooo not vampire! He experiences hyper-nocturnalism mebbe? Unless you are a vampire, Puff of Smoke.


I can't ever sleep. I go ‘til I crash. It ok now, because I have no real commitments to worry about. But eventually it will be a problem. I can’t be taking PM meds all the time just to be sure I'll be rested for something.

It's been like this for years, so irritating, and before I was getting treatment for it along with other things. But the others got better, the sleep did not. I hate Doctors.

And now the sleep-not sleep is really affecting things…like my weight and complexion. SOB >X0

lol

Fenn

Puff_Of_Smoke
I've been diagnosed with sleeping disorder. I can sleep fine during the day. but at night? forget about it…

It sucks :(

So… you're a vampire?

I have a reflection, and I can step out in the sun, so I must be a vampire on starmen?

Puff_Of_Smoke

Fenn

Puff_Of_Smoke
I've been diagnosed with sleeping disorder. I can sleep fine during the day. but at night? forget about it…

It sucks :(

So… you're a vampire?

I have a reflection, and I can step out in the sun, so I must be a vampire on starmen?

no hes not a vampire. he's a reptoid. lol!

kyupol

Puff_Of_Smoke

Fenn

Puff_Of_Smoke
I've been diagnosed with sleeping disorder. I can sleep fine during the day. but at night? forget about it…

It sucks :(

So… you're a vampire?

I have a reflection, and I can step out in the sun, so I must be a vampire on starmen?

no hes not a vampire. he's a reptoid. lol!

Oh, you and your reptillians.

Seems like everyone is having issues with sleeping lately. I have to be up and getting stuff done at 5 am which is only 6 hours away and my mind just won't calm down enough to rest. I've been an off and on insomniac since I was 15 and it's really starting to hit me again.

lba
Seems like everyone is having issues with sleeping lately. I have to be up and getting stuff done at 5 am which is only 6 hours away and my mind just won't calm down enough to rest. I've been an off and on insomniac since I was 15 and it's really starting to hit me again.

Its the accelerated energy coming from the center of the milky way. As we head towards 2012, it will keep on intensifying.

…Kyupol. Sometimes I wonder if you believe any of that or it's all just a big joke. I mean, you had the ultra misogynist pose, ditched that, did the gogo-NK posse, Philippine nationalism, religion… lately it's conspiracy. :)

Ugh. I feel crap -_-

Ah, I'm watching Fraiser, and they're talking about needles. And all the bad that could happen. Like, it hitting a bone, and the tip breaking off in the bone, and it hitting a nerve. Then I remember me mother decided to sign me up to get 3 injections at school!
LOVELY!
AND THEN THERE'S THE 6 NEEDLES TB JAB. 6 NEEDLES IN AT THE SAME TIME. THEN THE BIGGER NEEDLE WHICH SUPPOSEDLY HURTS MORE. (O_O)

ozoneocean
Ugh. I feel crap -_-

Haha. You mean feel like crap!

…

Right?

…

RIGHT!?

ozoneocean
…Kyupol. Sometimes I wonder if you believe any of that or it's all just a big joke. I mean, you had the ultra misogynist pose, ditched that, did the gogo-NK posse, Philippine nationalism, religion… lately it's conspiracy. :)

Ugh. I feel crap -_-

You forgot something: The angsty-emo kid who wanted to kill himself while gaining massive attention from it. Way long before youtube was available for me to shoot videos of myself hurting myself. lol!

There are many me.



I like to make jokes and all sometimes. Because its a good way to blow off depression on what could really be serious issues.

Though you'd be surprised at how everything is connected.

This whole reality is not what it is.

I urge everyone to question their reality. Thank you.

Last semester of senior year.

Too. Much. Crap. To. Do. -__-

Urg.

I am jealous of everyone who has drawn their own avatar.

i'm jealous of everyone that can work on their own relationships.